Sex and BDSM: when desire becomes addiction

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Sometimes desire becomes addiction

Endless desire for sex and BDSM

For years, a lot of my life has revolved around sex and BDSM. Three times a week I visit the best BDSM studio in town, where I am a regular customer. And that even though I have a wife that I love. So why am I doing this? How could this desire become an addiction?

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I have been fascinated by BDSM for a long time. It is this feeling of helplessness, of being at the mercy of others, which I love so much. My mistress sets the tone. If I obey, I’ll be rewarded. If I disobey, she punishes me with pain or humiliation. It excites me more than anything. I need that feeling. Only this dominance can satisfy me.

Why I don’t get that in my marriage

Unfortunately, my wife doesn’t enjoy it at all. For her sex means cuddling, kissing and romance. Sex and BDSM aren’t compatible for her. But if I don’t get what I need at home, I have no choice but to take it somewhere else. Nobody chooses their sexual inclinations, they just exist. Still, I love my wife, so she can never know about it.

Escape from everyday life

In my job, I’m the boss. I’ll tell you what to do. After work I am especially looking forward to a visit in the studio. There I can slip into another role and give the rudder out of my hand. For a few hours I escape from everyday life and relax. At home, the best I could get is cuddle sex. With my Domina I get sex and BDSM of the extra class.

But slowly the desire becomes an addiction

At some point, I can’t think of anything else. My head is all about sex and BDSM and these euphoric emotions. This feeling is addictive, I’m getting more and more addicted. I never thought this “hobby” would take on such proportions.

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The visits to the studio become more frequent and the feelings more intense. It can’t go on like this. I just tried not to go to her anymore. I held out for five days, then the desire had me again firmly in the grasp. So it has to work differently.

Combine tender sex and BDSM

I want to make “normal” sex palatable by combining sex and BDSM. So from now on, I’m not going back to my studio. Instead, I meet with a prostitute who also has experience with harder practices. I am excited because the lady seemed so likeable to me on the phone that a tingling sensation spreads through my stomach. I want to get to know her, finally want to have this experience of merging sex and BDSM.

The big night

Then the evening has come where I can have a new and wonderful experience. I’m looking forward to meeting her in the hotel room. She’s beautiful and she’s twisting my head right now. Slowly we undress, she ties me to the bed and begins to spoil me according to all the rules of art. Without punishment, without blows.

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When I penetrate her, a fireworks display starts in my head. I never thought sex and BDSM would feel so great together. After two hours the act is over, we lie cuddling in bed for a while. So I learned that sex and BDSM harmonize well. It’s not the last time I met her.

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